[It takes a moment for the meaning of these words to actually sink in. Cas got you back. You're okay. Every bit of his energy has focused on trying to deal with his own death, and suddenly it's like all that tension finally leaves his body.
His legs feel shaky again, and God, no, he's not passing out in front of Dean. Instead, he pulls away and takes a seat, trying to focus on a coherent thought - any thought.]
How -- why? [What makes him so special? Why does he get to come back, and not Jess? Not their mom?]
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His legs feel shaky again, and God, no, he's not passing out in front of Dean. Instead, he pulls away and takes a seat, trying to focus on a coherent thought - any thought.]
How -- why? [What makes him so special? Why does he get to come back, and not Jess? Not their mom?]