[He likes Dean too much, or so Sam sees him at least. He'd blame him for being a bad influence on his brother, probably. How would he take hearing his shameful failure of a son saved the world?
Only in their family could he be the black sheep for going to college. The bitterness almost seems absurd, compared to the pain of everything else. But it's familiar, it's something he can understand and deal with. So he focuses on it.]
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[He likes Dean too much, or so Sam sees him at least. He'd blame him for being a bad influence on his brother, probably. How would he take hearing his shameful failure of a son saved the world?
Only in their family could he be the black sheep for going to college. The bitterness almost seems absurd, compared to the pain of everything else. But it's familiar, it's something he can understand and deal with. So he focuses on it.]