[Jesse would be better off if he was the type of person who could push someone away at a time like this. There is, in fact, a part of him that's screaming for Saul to get away from him. It's the smart part of him, the one that always delivers harsh truths, and it's also the one that almost put a bullet in Mr. White's head the day Brock got sick.
But here's the idiot that always ruins it, clinging to Saul and crying like a lost little boy. He wants to believe that it's not going to hurt this time. He still can't bring himself to say anything, but it's slowly getting better as long as Saul's supporting him. It's getting easier to accept.]
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But here's the idiot that always ruins it, clinging to Saul and crying like a lost little boy. He wants to believe that it's not going to hurt this time. He still can't bring himself to say anything, but it's slowly getting better as long as Saul's supporting him. It's getting easier to accept.]