Nitoh shakes his head. "No, no!" He tries to touch Haruto but he pulls his hand back. He's buzzing with magic, it's too much to touch. "You're great, you're-" He knows he's fighting fate now, though. He knows that all he can do now is ease Haruto's mind as he... As he dies.
"I won't, I won't let him... I'll stop him." He's crying freely now, sniffling and wheezing. He fists his hands and punches the dirt below him. "You did a lot, Haruto. You did a lot for me." He can't look at Haruto's crackled face, he stares into the dirt. Without his meaning to, his mouth stumbles over the word "Please," again. Quietly, he says, "I need you."
He realizes in the wake of that desperate cry of the soul exactly what it means, and he sobs. He's been avoiding admitting to himself what exactly the feelings he has for Haruto are, but now... He can't escape it. He forces himself to look into Haruto's face, as much as he doesn't want this to be the last thing he sees for however long this thing takes... He can't let him go alone.
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"I won't, I won't let him... I'll stop him." He's crying freely now, sniffling and wheezing. He fists his hands and punches the dirt below him. "You did a lot, Haruto. You did a lot for me." He can't look at Haruto's crackled face, he stares into the dirt. Without his meaning to, his mouth stumbles over the word "Please," again. Quietly, he says, "I need you."
He realizes in the wake of that desperate cry of the soul exactly what it means, and he sobs. He's been avoiding admitting to himself what exactly the feelings he has for Haruto are, but now... He can't escape it. He forces himself to look into Haruto's face, as much as he doesn't want this to be the last thing he sees for however long this thing takes... He can't let him go alone.