I-

Hanging onto-

[He stutters a bit, trying to wrap his mind around this. Wanting to have happy memories with him? Her wonderful big brother-]

[After his conversation the other day when she revealed caring about him, his mind is spinning. He doesn't understand, it and it frustrates him. He ends up making an angry sound at the sheer frustration, the words spilling out]

You're saying that stuff now?!

Gee I don't know, why didn't any of you say this stuff when I was alive?! Why do you gotta say it now after I screwed up?!

I'm not a mind reader, you know!