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ella ([personal profile] lar) wrote in [community profile] exsiliumlogs 2013-09-07 10:34 pm (UTC)

[ The worst part about fighting your very nature is that the moment you start fighting you are already losing.

The anger is short lived, but the self-recrimination will be there to last. She can make you love her, revere her, kneel before her and lick her shoes. She can, if she really wanted, if she let that power flow free and make her drunk with might, order you to die and you would end yourself in the spot. She thinks about it every single day of her life, and knows that is a losing fight.

Most people want power, but Ella knows what is power. She is power, and she wishes she didn't have it. Before coming to the island she was trying to find a way to get rid of it, but now she's stuck. Stuck and slowly losing the fight for her humanity.

Atlas' neutrality is both irritating and saddening, but other than the shame of letting that flare go Ella keeps herself collected.
]

Earth I can understand, sort of, but fire? Wouldn't air make more sense?

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