[It's not something he's had a straight conversation with anyone about. He'd gone off on some mission, perfectly happy to do it for once in a long time, and come back to...-- this. Exsilium a dark spot on the face of the planet and them living out of a tin can. After a year of being culpable for so much - poisoning ancient farmland, watching Elmer's world burn, getting natives killed off with bombing and biological warfare and worse -, he probably shouldn't have been surprised to come back to ash and cinder and so little remorse but it'd been the first time he'd had the luxury of being angry at someone else for it.
words are hard ok
Bloody barbecues in the VR room.]
Selfish pricks.