[Blinks a little, straightening... He's thought about his reasons before, but it's more difficult to say it directly to Allen... Anyone else would have been easier (Kanda Yuu, for example).]

--Of course, I can hardly return to the Order myself, seeing as everyone believes me to be dead... And you aren't the only one facing the enemies from within our organization... [The admittance of such a situation existing is difficult too, but he has always known this, from assisting Rouvelier, even though he's never recognized the face of that enemy himself.]

But as for my own reasons, I..