[She's extremely not fine, but there's not a lot that can be done about that - and even if there was, somehow, she wouldn't want him to know about it. She absolutely doesn't want him to know about it.
She doesn't want his concern. She doesn't want his awkward, uneasy smiles. She doesn't want his uncertainty, his doubt, his anything. She doesn't, she doesn't, she doesn't--
Nill inhales and exhales slowly, during which she realizes her cigarette is in the snow at her feet. She crushes it under her boot, and takes a second before she looks up at Yosuke again. She offers the exact same smile she had a moment ago, before slowly pulling out her tablet to type on it. She takes a couple seconds longer to do so than usual, just so she doesn't need to look him in the eye for a few extra moments.]
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She doesn't want his concern. She doesn't want his awkward, uneasy smiles. She doesn't want his uncertainty, his doubt, his anything. She doesn't, she doesn't, she doesn't--
Nill inhales and exhales slowly, during which she realizes her cigarette is in the snow at her feet. She crushes it under her boot, and takes a second before she looks up at Yosuke again. She offers the exact same smile she had a moment ago, before slowly pulling out her tablet to type on it. She takes a couple seconds longer to do so than usual, just so she doesn't need to look him in the eye for a few extra moments.]
You don't need to keep apologizing. It's fine.