[she's getting sick of this. sick of the fighting, sick of the killing, and sick of not being able to get out of it. baby doesn't mind fighting for her life -- it was necessary -- but this was too much.
she hasn't been out by the perimeter yet, but she definitely will be. for now, she's just ... thinking. thinking about how much more it'll take before the initiative tells them to stop, or tells them they no longer have to continue these wretched missions that give them nothing except for their lives. it was exhausting.
she lost her appetite long ago, so she's wandering about the safe zone, contemplating just when she should go and fight.]
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she hasn't been out by the perimeter yet, but she definitely will be. for now, she's just ... thinking. thinking about how much more it'll take before the initiative tells them to stop, or tells them they no longer have to continue these wretched missions that give them nothing except for their lives. it was exhausting.
she lost her appetite long ago, so she's wandering about the safe zone, contemplating just when she should go and fight.]