[...there were worse ways to pass the time here, and this had given her that sort of familiar jolt of adrenaline and hormones that she'd felt a time or two before. This is easy and Vanadi is -- not terrible looking, not at all, and being this girl is sort of working out for her.
Except when her mind tracks back to it, she has the same worry as she did whenever she found herself in this position with another person -- could she hold this form?
What if she couldn't? It'd kept her from intimacy until she was sure that someone might not mind -- Erik -- and then that had gone less-than-ideally too. She wasn't about to admit to anyone that she was less experienced than she wanted people to think, but...it wouldn't really be fair to this guy, would it.]
...or maybe just straight back to the Hold.
[She half-backs-up and rubs her neck, at least having the good grace to look guilty.]
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Except when her mind tracks back to it, she has the same worry as she did whenever she found herself in this position with another person -- could she hold this form?
What if she couldn't? It'd kept her from intimacy until she was sure that someone might not mind -- Erik -- and then that had gone less-than-ideally too. She wasn't about to admit to anyone that she was less experienced than she wanted people to think, but...it wouldn't really be fair to this guy, would it.]
...or maybe just straight back to the Hold.
[She half-backs-up and rubs her neck, at least having the good grace to look guilty.]