[It's really, really good to hear her say that. Up until this moment, Nepeta had too shared a bit of guilt over how she wanted to completely put the past behind her and forget about SGRUB and all they had experienced.]

You're right. [She hugs Kanaya a little tighter, as if she's an anchor and lets out a heavy sigh, upending a heavy weight from her shoulders.]

You're absolutely right. It'll be what we make of it. [Between this and her conversation with Disciple, bit by bit Nepeta is growing happier with her life. There are still uncertainties, that anxiety and depression still comes back to bite her, but for the first time since that day she saw her moirail die Nepeta is finally beginning to feel like she can overcome it. Her face is a little hot but she closes her eyes and feels the tears recede.]

Thank you, Kanaya. [And since she can't help but feel by her tone that there is still something being unsaid, she speaks again] If you ever need someone to just listen, let me know and I'll be there.