Back where I'm from, I follow the god of protectors, guardians. My place is to stand between innocents and harm. I was raised by priests of that god. and I failed. I was one of the first team and failed to consider the possibility of problems. I failed to protect the people of that world. I failed to stop Adam and all he did. I failed. Completely, utterly. I failed in everything my faith tells me I must do.
[the self-loathing swells]
I don't even have the courage to tell someone how I feel about him. and even if I did, who could find this worth caring about? [she gestures at her face.] I should have just died - when I was born, in those fights, it doesn't matter at all. does it?
[she throws the bottle over the edge, with a wordless scream]
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Back where I'm from, I follow the god of protectors, guardians. My place is to stand between innocents and harm. I was raised by priests of that god. and I failed. I was one of the first team and failed to consider the possibility of problems. I failed to protect the people of that world. I failed to stop Adam and all he did. I failed. Completely, utterly. I failed in everything my faith tells me I must do.
[the self-loathing swells]
I don't even have the courage to tell someone how I feel about him. and even if I did, who could find this worth caring about? [she gestures at her face.] I should have just died - when I was born, in those fights, it doesn't matter at all. does it?
[she throws the bottle over the edge, with a wordless scream]