is in fact the last thing that's been on his mind; because she saw a great deal more than he's admitted to anyone from home. gil has reason to suspect but no more than that, leo and elliot saw (but haven't asked since, thankfully), and break hasn't a clue - and if it's up to him it'll stay that way. it's just - difficult to accept, caring, all the more so now with the deepened feeling of blood on his hands and an inability to do good. )
It just shouldn't - ( too honest and not going to help ) - it worked out.
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is in fact the last thing that's been on his mind; because she saw a great deal more than he's admitted to anyone from home. gil has reason to suspect but no more than that, leo and elliot saw (but haven't asked since, thankfully), and break hasn't a clue - and if it's up to him it'll stay that way. it's just - difficult to accept, caring, all the more so now with the deepened feeling of blood on his hands and an inability to do good. )
It just shouldn't - ( too honest and not going to help ) - it worked out.