"Don't apologise." It isn't said for his comfort. She doesn't look at him, doesn't want to see him smiling at her like everything's fine. Even now, he won't let her see his true face; just that mask, the same thing he uses to lie to her everyday. Big things or small things, she doubts a day passes that he doesn't lie with that smile.
But... he's trying a little. What he said? Which part? When? The other night, maybe...? Who does Kido like?
"...I still don't understand. So, what's true? What do you really mean?" Does he even know? Kido bites her bottom lip for focus.
"You don't even know what to be sorry for and you're just going to lie to me anyway." Kido can't keep the bitter hurt from her voice. Why bother? Her rests her head in her hand, speaking into the air, at the trees, anywhere but at him.
"Then you'll act like nothing happened. You'll just lie again. You're not even hurt by this, are you? You're just kind of sad you upset me but you don't care enough to tell me the truth. You say it was true but what? You're being vague again! You just- even when you say 'it's true' you don't explain anything! Why can't you just let me help you?! Do you think I'm that useless? Do you not trust me?"
She stops herself, biting her tongue. That's cruel. He does so much for her. Saying he doesn't care or trust her... isn't that going too far?
But she doesn't take it back and she doesn't want him to see her face. Let him find an answer to give her. If he can do that much- no, he owes her that much.
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But... he's trying a little. What he said? Which part? When? The other night, maybe...? Who does Kido like?
"...I still don't understand. So, what's true? What do you really mean?" Does he even know? Kido bites her bottom lip for focus.
"You don't even know what to be sorry for and you're just going to lie to me anyway." Kido can't keep the bitter hurt from her voice. Why bother? Her rests her head in her hand, speaking into the air, at the trees, anywhere but at him.
"Then you'll act like nothing happened. You'll just lie again. You're not even hurt by this, are you? You're just kind of sad you upset me but you don't care enough to tell me the truth. You say it was true but what? You're being vague again! You just- even when you say 'it's true' you don't explain anything! Why can't you just let me help you?! Do you think I'm that useless? Do you not trust me?"
She stops herself, biting her tongue. That's cruel. He does so much for her. Saying he doesn't care or trust her... isn't that going too far?
But she doesn't take it back and she doesn't want him to see her face. Let him find an answer to give her. If he can do that much- no, he owes her that much.