She's going to jog after Helena, speaking quickly because she's worried Helena is about to completely bail on her, and then she won't be able to fix things:]
I'm shit at this, okay? [All of this; people caring about her and trying to respond to that, but she's working on it.] Most of the time I just deal with a problem by running until it can't catch up with me, but I'm not-- [another sigh] I don't want people to worry about me, you included, and it's not 'cause I don't appreciate it, it's just 'cause I don't know how to handle it.
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She's going to jog after Helena, speaking quickly because she's worried Helena is about to completely bail on her, and then she won't be able to fix things:]
I'm shit at this, okay? [All of this; people caring about her and trying to respond to that, but she's working on it.] Most of the time I just deal with a problem by running until it can't catch up with me, but I'm not-- [another sigh] I don't want people to worry about me, you included, and it's not 'cause I don't appreciate it, it's just 'cause I don't know how to handle it.