[It's not really a question, because if Helena's asking that question, she already knows the answer.
She literally just said that she's trying to be better about this, trying to let people in and let them help her. It's really fucking hard, but she's doing her best, even if she's starting to wonder if it's too late.]
Do I fucking seem like someone who wallows?
[She's pretty sure she doesn't. She lets her indulge in her anger and frustration, will give herself time to be upset about something, but she doesn't wallow.
That would be letting the world win, and that's the last thing she wants to do.]
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[It's not really a question, because if Helena's asking that question, she already knows the answer.
She literally just said that she's trying to be better about this, trying to let people in and let them help her. It's really fucking hard, but she's doing her best, even if she's starting to wonder if it's too late.]
Do I fucking seem like someone who wallows?
[She's pretty sure she doesn't. She lets her indulge in her anger and frustration, will give herself time to be upset about something, but she doesn't wallow.
That would be letting the world win, and that's the last thing she wants to do.]