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exsiliumlogs2013-11-03 06:28 pm
invocation) wrote in exsiliumlogs2013-11-03 06:28 pm
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[closed] we carry on as if our time is through
Date & Time: Prior to zombies and Madoka Magica roundtable.
Location: Moon base ofc. One of the empty rooms idk?
Characters: Kyouko and Sayaka
Summary: Talking about death. And lies via omission!
Warnings: Standard "they are from Madoka Magica" warning applies. So everything from violence, mentions of suicide/suicidal thoughts and some sad girls kissing, probably.
[Looking for Sayaka had become, over time, less of a task and more of a single-minded, focused obsession. Kyouko needed very little sleep, she found, if she stopped thinking she needed it, and if she ate enough she didn't get tired anyway. But she is tired. It shows on her face, how worn out she is, an exhaustion more psychological than physical. The nights lasted forever here — it never let up. She saw stars in her brief, restless dreams. She saw the concert hall though, most of all.
Even though she knew she'd done the right thing (for once, in the long train of unforgivable mistakes she'd made in her life), the fallout of it was worse than she'd thought. She hadn't meant for this to happen though, in the moment she'd decided to die for Sayaka's sake. She hadn't realized that things would have changed like this. That her feelings would change, and Sayaka's too.
But there was no way to go back and change it now, and she wouldn't do that if she could. She'd made a promise, and she was hellbent on keeping it. Even if Sayaka pushed her away, even if she felt she didn't deserve it, Kyouko would stay. She wouldn't allow her to be alone, didn't want her to have to deal with the reality of the magical girls — and her death — all by herself.
The Soul Gem cupped in Kyouko's hands is a warm, soothing red light. It pulses brightly as a familiar magical signature gets closer and closer. Is Sayaka nearby?
She hopes so. She's tired.]
Location: Moon base ofc. One of the empty rooms idk?
Characters: Kyouko and Sayaka
Summary: Talking about death. And lies via omission!
Warnings: Standard "they are from Madoka Magica" warning applies. So everything from violence, mentions of suicide/suicidal thoughts and some sad girls kissing, probably.
[Looking for Sayaka had become, over time, less of a task and more of a single-minded, focused obsession. Kyouko needed very little sleep, she found, if she stopped thinking she needed it, and if she ate enough she didn't get tired anyway. But she is tired. It shows on her face, how worn out she is, an exhaustion more psychological than physical. The nights lasted forever here — it never let up. She saw stars in her brief, restless dreams. She saw the concert hall though, most of all.
Even though she knew she'd done the right thing (for once, in the long train of unforgivable mistakes she'd made in her life), the fallout of it was worse than she'd thought. She hadn't meant for this to happen though, in the moment she'd decided to die for Sayaka's sake. She hadn't realized that things would have changed like this. That her feelings would change, and Sayaka's too.
But there was no way to go back and change it now, and she wouldn't do that if she could. She'd made a promise, and she was hellbent on keeping it. Even if Sayaka pushed her away, even if she felt she didn't deserve it, Kyouko would stay. She wouldn't allow her to be alone, didn't want her to have to deal with the reality of the magical girls — and her death — all by herself.
The Soul Gem cupped in Kyouko's hands is a warm, soothing red light. It pulses brightly as a familiar magical signature gets closer and closer. Is Sayaka nearby?
She hopes so. She's tired.]