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nobody likes kate kane ([personal profile] gevurah) wrote in [community profile] exsiliumlogs2013-11-08 09:31 pm

( open ) made you a prisoner inside your own secrecy

Date & Time: nov. 7th – 14th
Location: various locations
Characters: kate & you
Summary: kate (sort of, but not really) doing things and having feelings around the base and people maybe interrupting her.
Warnings: tba.


bathroom / showers ( closed to the first person who gets it anne boleyn )

[ Is she up earlier these days? Kate has to wonder this to herself as she exits the individual shower unit. Time is funny up in space; when days begin and end begin to blur together, but the implemented Earth hours seem to help a little. Whatever the time is now, it’s a good time to grab a quick shower despite the water never rising above lukewarm.

Wrapping herself in a snug towel that she had lifted off the hotel in Basel, she moves toward one of the mirrors and begins to dry herself off before she slips into clean undergarments, shorts, and an A-shirt. The USMA sweater (that she’s also lifted from her previous mission with a heavy heart) is tucked into the duffel bag along with her other belongings. She digs through it, extracting scissors and a small, fine comb. Once she’s combed through red locks that she’s allowed to grow far too long, she parts it and leans in the mirror to quickly examine its condition.

She uses the comb to separate a thick portion of it and she begins to snip away, shortening the length bit by bit. ]



cafeteria

[ The coffee brewed from the stolen machine is shit compared to what Gil had brewed her a while back. She tells herself to consider asking him for some of it in exchange for whatever she can afford to trade.

But beggars can’t be choosers. While she picks up some of the freeze dried fruits like banana slices, strawberries, and apples, Kate’s lived on far less – and worse – in the past. She’ll take jarred pickles that may have been sitting around too long over snake... although she sorely misses sushi.

She’ll think of it as Washington Hall; a really cheap and sadly lacking Washington Hall.

After she picks out some vegetable canned soup and heats it up, she makes her way down the floor to an empty table and seats herself. Her hair no longer spills over her shoulders and hangs before her line of vision: it’s neat and short once more, and it feels like a tiny, trivial weight off her shoulders. ]



virtual simulation room

[ She returns to the Academy.

Not the Academy in the 2200s, that’s not hers – not really. Neither is this one, though AI does a magnificent job with the little details in her memory. The room converts itself into one of the familiar grounds Kate once used to trek up and down in her cadet days. The buildings towering above with such historic beauty, the grass a lively and perfect green, and the memorials frighteningly committed to being as accurate as they can to her memory. The text glints in the false, bright rays of the sun above, displaying the words she’s engraved in her mind long ago:


THE CADET HONOR CODE
A CADET WILL NOT LIE, CHEAT, STEAL,
OR TOLERATE THOSE WHO DO.


The grass “crunches” softly beneath her feet as she hikes closer to the honour memorial. She grips the strap of her bag and pulls it forward, unzipping it, and pulling out the sweater she’s been meaning to wear proudly once again, but finding difficulty in scraping up any pride to do so. It may be a silly thing to wrestle with morally, though questionable morals is something she’s found herself facing more often in the past several months. ]



observatory

[ Without any bags to punch or weights to lift, Kate hasn’t had much of a workout since the necromorphs outbreak. She’s restless by the implemented time of nightfall. The observatory doesn’t comfort her much, however; space is supposed to be some incredible frontier filled with endless possibilities countries have raced each other to get to first, but under the glimmer of the stars she can finally see so clearly, she wonders what’s so great about a dark, empty place like this.

She positions herself against a wall and stares upward, lost in thought. At some point, she’s sitting on the floor with her tablet, reading through the information the AI’s decrypted a while back once more. ]
mallarkey: can one mansion hold (how many wonders)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-17 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
Uh, I'm a lawyer.

[ Which is a simple answer, hopefully sufficient enough. His expression takes on a look of faux-confusion. ]

Wait, winter's supposed to be cold?
mallarkey: it is a mystery (even if I WAS adopted)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-18 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Just as keikaku. ]

We get... rain. Doesn't usually get so cold that it snows. [ He's thinking about Alabama, though, in the RV; they weren't in Louisiana long enough to celebrate the holidays yet. ] Plenty of colder nights, though.
mallarkey: (stops talking altogether)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-18 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ He raises his eyebrows. ]

Not that much rain. Usually it's just kinda soggy, warm or cold.

What's that place like? ... Well, was.
mallarkey: #realestate (we don't like the environment?)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-23 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ He looks at her curiously, listening. Really listening, there's nothing distracted about his attention. ]

What things? [ He pauses, then, warily: ] How many people were down there?
mallarkey: (you ruined it everything's ruined now)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-26 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ The way she looks at him, all he thinks is no. God, no, he doesn't. There's something frightening about that look, telling in its own way.

He has to know and he isn't sure why. His voice wavers just slightly:
]


Yeah.

How many?
mallarkey: not even gravedigging (can't take you anywhere)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-26 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ He looks at her, not saying anything for a few long moments. He just stares, expression caught between a few different things it's not sure it wants to commit to. ]

Shit.

[ What else is there to say? He's so tired of death. ]

This coffee's not even good enough for a toast.
mallarkey: (dramatic headturn)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-27 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ His face feels peculiarly numb, he wants to frown but he's not sure if he actually is. It doesn't really feel like anything. ]

Can you do that?
mallarkey: mysterious as the dark side of the moon (BE A MAN)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-28 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ To him it's a matter of both; have to and can don't always overlap, even if they should, but "can" at least implies that something is possible.

He shakes his head, shrugging one shoulder.
]


It's not exactly that I'm worried. I know how to fight. Changing the past's the part I've never been able to manage.
mallarkey: like full health, dental, $200k a year (friends with "benefits")

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-28 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Wryly: ]

Hey, when part of your job's making sure your company doesn't pay a dime in settlements, you wanna know how to get to and from your car in one piece.
mallarkey: it always does (powerpoint might clear things up)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-28 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Thank God he's got this memorized by now. ]

I'm a securities lawyer. I-- [ counting off on his fingers: ] help... conflict resolution, procedure, protecting the company, dealing with mountains of litigation...

[ He's got an extra finger out but can't think of another point, so he just folds his hands back together in front of him. ]

Y'know... just all that.
mallarkey: (put your penis away no one cares)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-28 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
Paperwork on top of more paperwork, never mind all the reading.

[ He smirks though, offering a sort of long-suffering shrug. He made his bed, he can... lie in it. So on. ]

I'm thinkin' about it. Not a whole lot of options, seems like, but I don't wanna rush into anything.
mallarkey: (pensive and also my shirt opened?)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-11-30 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ He thinks about that, then shrugs his shoulders again, more slowly this time. ]

Yeah, in some ways -- but it's not like we need to make a living anymore either.
mallarkey: not even gravedigging (can't take you anywhere)

[personal profile] mallarkey 2013-12-01 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't being dead.

[ He says it almost without hesitation, surprisingly himself slightly. He takes another sip of his coffee, not even noticing the taste. ]

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