[And then it all comes out in a big rush, Sheena touching her red cheeks and trying to hide them.]

And it's embarrassing! I want to be happy because this is what I wanted but what if I think it's one thing, and you think it's something else, and then we both end up confused and then-- what if we're not really together at all? What are the rules for this sort of thing? I don't know how any of this works so I just keep thinking that-- that maybe I was a bad choice for this and you could have anyone else and I just...