otherness: (☓ i would have stayed up with you)
XIII. ❛ROXAS❜ ([personal profile] otherness) wrote in [community profile] exsiliumlogs 2014-01-21 05:26 am (UTC)

[Roxas blinks once or twice. Why? That's not something he usually thinks about. He pulls his legs up and sits cross-legged on the bed, his hands in his lap.]

Because... it's not something I can change.

[He tilts his head back, remembering.]

I didn't want to believe it for a long time. I didn't want to accept you, so I kind of... caused problems even when we were one. I wasn't really conscious, I guess. I didn't come to terms with it until we fought inside your heart. Because Axel had...

[He shakes his head.] If I kept rejecting you, I don't know what would've happened. Probably nothing good.

Even when I was in the Organization, I was always told I wasn't my own person-- that I was only a figment of someone else. The guy in red told me that when I was in Twilight Town.

... It's hard to think you're your own person when everyone you meet sees you as someone else.

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