[Yeah, fuck, that's laying it on pretty heavy there. Of course he's not saying anything Gin doesn't already know, but there's never been someone who knew enough to call him out on all this to his face, and it hurts. He just learned to accept all of the hurt that came with how he acts cause there really isn't anyone else to blame for it, which makes it much easier to deal with as long as he doesn't think about it.
But he isn't going to do something stupid. There's a sudden burst of anger deep down inside of him that makes him want to punch Christopher right in his stupid face and break all of his teeth, one by one if he had to, then pluck out his eyes and kill him very, very slowly. It'd probably be really satisfying even if he didn't react to it, which at this point he'd expect.
So he chases away those dangerous thoughts before he loses himself in a darker part of himself he hasn't had surface in quite some time.
Can't deny it, can't talk around it. He doesn't even know enough about Christopher to turn this all back on him either.
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But he isn't going to do something stupid. There's a sudden burst of anger deep down inside of him that makes him want to punch Christopher right in his stupid face and break all of his teeth, one by one if he had to, then pluck out his eyes and kill him very, very slowly. It'd probably be really satisfying even if he didn't react to it, which at this point he'd expect.
So he chases away those dangerous thoughts before he loses himself in a darker part of himself he hasn't had surface in quite some time.
Can't deny it, can't talk around it. He doesn't even know enough about Christopher to turn this all back on him either.
So.]