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You're all my friends
Date & Time: Before groundhogging it or after depending on preference
Location: Exsilium proper/ wilderness/ various
Characters: Chloe Frazer and you as a fond farewell
Summary: a year and a half of thievery and trouble hits its last few notes
Warnings: VIOLENCE some of it
Location: Exsilium proper/ wilderness/ various
Characters: Chloe Frazer and you as a fond farewell
Summary: a year and a half of thievery and trouble hits its last few notes
Warnings: VIOLENCE some of it
A: E x s i l i u m
She's back to normal now. Residual lacquer stuck to her nails, hair still neatly trimmed at the edges and her trousers aren't the dirt-stained mess left behind of a little over a year's worth of close calls and fire fights, but she is herself again, and whatever magic that Facilier had carefully stuck in under her skin with a few nice words and a friendly gesture have-- for the most part-- been shaken off. Which is to say it's almost dysphoric having to readjust after being recalibrated so completely that even her old routines and habits feel unfamiliar: walking to the market to trade off another batch of heavy (only slightly roughed-up) furs is something more akin to watching video of the ground shifting forward, of footsteps in the snow and crowds filtering off out of focus.
Doesn't feel like there's weight in her arms or the sting of bitter cold on her cheeks.
Doesn't even feel like she's capable of recognizing any of the familiar faces she passes-- and she does pass them: without a second thought or even the uncertain shift of her attention that comes from purposefully dodging someone close.
How bloody rude. Particularly when she's not careful enough to keep from clipping the occasional passerby.
B: E x s i l i u m w i l d s
This, though. This is where she flourishes. These days, anyway. After too much time spent snagged on emotions and vital decisions, solitude and silent snowfall are more comforting than things like central heating or idle banter. Simple tasks are easy to fixate on (pull wire, wrap twig, bend branch, insert bait and wait), numbing pinpricks running just under layers of insulated clothing precede pain from too many hours of it spent out in the cold. Veins going tight in an effort to cling to any remaining heat. Unappealing, unattractive, inhospitable work.
And Chloe's smiling to herself through the chilled cracks of her frost-split lip as she goes about it.
Not that most people would feel right at home in a yeti-infested wilderness.
C: Wildcard
OOC: pick a different scenario or location, whichever suits you best, and we'll make it happen!
She's back to normal now. Residual lacquer stuck to her nails, hair still neatly trimmed at the edges and her trousers aren't the dirt-stained mess left behind of a little over a year's worth of close calls and fire fights, but she is herself again, and whatever magic that Facilier had carefully stuck in under her skin with a few nice words and a friendly gesture have-- for the most part-- been shaken off. Which is to say it's almost dysphoric having to readjust after being recalibrated so completely that even her old routines and habits feel unfamiliar: walking to the market to trade off another batch of heavy (only slightly roughed-up) furs is something more akin to watching video of the ground shifting forward, of footsteps in the snow and crowds filtering off out of focus.
Doesn't feel like there's weight in her arms or the sting of bitter cold on her cheeks.
Doesn't even feel like she's capable of recognizing any of the familiar faces she passes-- and she does pass them: without a second thought or even the uncertain shift of her attention that comes from purposefully dodging someone close.
How bloody rude. Particularly when she's not careful enough to keep from clipping the occasional passerby.
B: E x s i l i u m w i l d s
This, though. This is where she flourishes. These days, anyway. After too much time spent snagged on emotions and vital decisions, solitude and silent snowfall are more comforting than things like central heating or idle banter. Simple tasks are easy to fixate on (pull wire, wrap twig, bend branch, insert bait and wait), numbing pinpricks running just under layers of insulated clothing precede pain from too many hours of it spent out in the cold. Veins going tight in an effort to cling to any remaining heat. Unappealing, unattractive, inhospitable work.
And Chloe's smiling to herself through the chilled cracks of her frost-split lip as she goes about it.
Not that most people would feel right at home in a yeti-infested wilderness.
C: Wildcard
OOC: pick a different scenario or location, whichever suits you best, and we'll make it happen!
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So the sound of her voice throws him, makes him double-take, hand fisting into the dirty rag in his hand. After a moment he managed to collect himself, tucking the cloth back under the bar.
"Chloe," he said, something like a greeting. Then he put his palms on the polished wood, braced himself against them.
"Yeah, it cleans up pretty good. A lot like myself."
The tone doesn't match the words, not quite light enough. She looked good, more like herself, but he doesn't know what that means, really. Hadn't really had much of an interest in him or this place or the jobs they shared.
"You come for a glass of wine? Maybe some fancy cheese?"
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"Not this time, no." Closing in on the bar takes longer than it ought to; her steps are slow, uneven, and with good reason. Not so much regret (though the near impossible to embarrass Chloe Frazer is currently carrying a higher dosage of the stuff in her veins at the moment) just-- well, she'd been an ass, hadn't she? Not just under Facilier's little spell but before it as well and there's no denying it. No real urge to discuss it.
"But if you've got a beer to spare I'll take it."
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Enough time for her to make her way a little closer than halfway across the room at least.
When he stands again there is a full glass of beer in one hand. Mostly full of foam, but hell, it was a start.
"Always got something on hand for my best investor," he said, setting it down on the bar silently. It was quiet, otherwise, no animal noises from the snow-blown exterior, no music in he bar, just the quietly bubbling beer and the crackle of a fire in the mantle across the room.
"So, you just come here for a drink, then?"
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"I came here to tell you not to keep Facilier on."
Just about the furthest thing from 'I'm sorry', or 'I was a cock'.
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"Oh?"
He's quiet for another moment, then leans back away from the bar, scratching at the back of his head, "Gotta say, not sure where this is coming from. You're the one who turned me onto him in the first place. And he's done his job just fine. Unless you got a problem with his job, too, all of a sudden?"
He knew she was playing at being straight and narrow, but this seemed a little extreme.
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Which is all she needs in the way of distraction to apply a few of her more professional talents-- enough to make eye contact at least, and keep conversation on track-- no faltering, no wavering or anything along those lines. "He's dangerous, Victor, and I don't mean the sort of danger you and I are perfectly suited to deal with."
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He took the chance to turn his back to her, took the half-step to the shelves behind him. Grabbed an amber bottle off the top shelf and unscrewed the lid, lazy. The sound of pouring is very loud, and when he turns back around he's got a couple of fingers of good whiskey in his glass and a flat expression.
"Well Chloe, how about this? You stop this cryptic bullshit and tell me what you mean, and then I'll decide what I want to do with my employee, alright?"
It's a little steely, and he keeps his eyes straight on her as he lifts the glass to his lips.
"If you think you can manage that."
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And-- because confessions are for practically anyone else but her-- she adds a beat or two after: "Thank him for it."
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He narrows his eyes as she finishes, sets the glass back on the counter, "You're gonna have to excuse me if I don't get what you're trying to say here. I showed you this place, you ducked out on it, told me you were going another way. And you did. You're telling me that's his fault?"
He's not exactly buying it. Or, maybe not exactly sure what he's supposed to be buying. Takes him a second before he can come up with a reasonable conclusion, "Was he blackmailing you or what?"
That seemed plausible. And instantly, deeply infuriating.
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She'll swallow down blame later, tempting as it is to let him take the fall for everything.
"Not unless magic's the new form of blackmail these days." Chloe flattens her palms against the counter, flexing gloved fingers as if it's a sign of sincerity, frustration more than apparent in her tone already. "Brainwashed is more accurate if we're going for simple terminology-- Victor he used some sort of pendant to knock me right off into the deep end."
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What she's saying is that he did something to her brain, used magic or something like it, and that's why she'd been all Brady Bunch. But he couldn't figure out the logic there. The rationale. She'd already recommended Facilier to him. Was he worried she'd, what, take his job? Seemed awful shallow.
He believes what she's saying, now, but he's not going to let it go.
"Why?"
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Her eyes drop to the base of her glass-- briefly, unintentionally-- it takes a long second for her to start up again.
"I asked for his help in making a decision." About what, she imagines he already knows.
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"So it's one of those 'be careful what you wish for' things?"
He'd heard those sorts of tales. Legends like that popped up in ever country he'd ever been to.
"You think he did it on purpose though?"
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"Look, you don't have to fire him if you think it'll cost you your neck." Or his head. "Just...I don't know, be careful, yeah?"
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"I'm not going to keep the asshole on the payroll, are you kidding me? If I see him around I might just shoot him for good measure."
His face is all lines, the corner of his mouth turned down sharp. She says the guy hurt her, and she thinks he's going to keep paying him? Jesus Christ, something's gone wrong here.
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He gives her a studying look. She seems low. Feelings hurt? More injured by all of this than she's playing of? He's not sure.
"Saves me having to pay him."
He says it smooth enough, little shrug before turning back around and grabbing the nice bottle again. Doesn't bother to pour, just brings the whole thing back to the bar.
"So, you want to talk about it?"
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He says it with a crooked grin, pushes the bottle towards her. She's still got a beer, but there was nothing in the whole wide world that couldn't be improved with a little kick.
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"But if it'll get you talking- It's running. Not great, if I"m being honest. You notice how many of the transports have gone missing? Cut a chunk of my prospective business. Get a few locals, though. And the place doesn't exactly cost a bundle to run. So it's not quite the dream, but-" He hesitates. About to say something about how it'll do, but to be honest he's not sure it will. The place was lonelier than he wanted, no one in the spare rooms, no cute little barmaids, no regulars at poker tables.
It wasn't what he wanted. For all that he'd sneered at Chloe's choice to get out of the game, it's not like he really got what he wanted, either.
"Hell, at least I've got enough booze to last until the end of days."
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"I noticed. Thought it might've had something to do with me losing my bloody mind but if it's empty here too-- Christ." Not good. Definitely not good, though there's sympathy spared for the state of his dream.
"You know if you're not against it, I'd be more than happy to come in for a few shifts."
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He shrugs, sniffs unattractively. He kind of doubts it. Even if he did view it as their victory and not something he couldn't give half a damn about, Chloe's opinions on the situation not withstanding.
He laughed, "Yeah, alright. You come in and then someone else can pour me a beer for a change, huh?"
Honestly if she came there probably wouldn't be much for her to do, he only really ever got a handful of people in at once. But he wouldn't refuse the company.
"Anyway, I showed you mine. Your turn."
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He knows she's stalling, but he's not really willing to let this one go. She disappears for weeks, apparently under some sort of ridiculous voodoo spell. Nominally he needs to know if it's likely to happen again.
Really he needs to know what she's thinking.
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cries in the rain
u can stand under my umberella-ella-ella
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