[ he took in a long sip of his tea, and swallowed it carefully to avoid scalding his throat. he felt like saying it's personal, but that wasn't fair--John was spilling himself out, too. and he was tired. ]
... when I destroyed my homeworld. [ just saying it makes him wince. ] I'm pretty sure that's why they started. I've never been in a war like you have... so I don't know how to compare it. [ he hadn't been scared at first, but as he slowly realized what he'd done... well, that was the stuff of nightmares. ]
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[ he took in a long sip of his tea, and swallowed it carefully to avoid scalding his throat. he felt like saying it's personal, but that wasn't fair--John was spilling himself out, too. and he was tired. ]
... when I destroyed my homeworld. [ just saying it makes him wince. ] I'm pretty sure that's why they started. I've never been in a war like you have... so I don't know how to compare it. [ he hadn't been scared at first, but as he slowly realized what he'd done... well, that was the stuff of nightmares. ]