Kili (
kilimanjaro) wrote in
exsiliumlogs2013-09-18 11:44 pm
Entry tags:
Awake - OPEN POST
Date & Time: Thurs Sept 19th, probably morning ish?
Location: Infirmary
Characters: Kili and whoever would like to pop in and visit
Summary: Kili's waking up from dying during the party
Warnings: talk of death, angst
[It feels like breaking the surface after being under water too long. Kili's lungs burn and he gasps for breath, chokes, rolls onto his side and struggles for air. There's voices around him but he can't quite make anything out. It's all he can do just to breathe, panting and twitching slightly where he lays.
His fingers curl, feeling the soft fabric of bedsheets. He holds to them and his eyes stay closed as he tries to make sense of what's happened and where exactly he is. There's a distinct lack of warmth on either side of him, so he can't be in bed with Fili, and that's the only place he can think that he might be, after such an awful nightmare...
Snatches of it come back slowly, the agonizing pain, Celebrian singing, blood and broken bones and crushed lungs, Fili's horror-stricken face...
It feels so real. More real than any of the nightmares he's ever had before. He's still shaking and breathing hard, feeling weak as a lamb and scared. He'd been dying, and he can't shake the image of Fili holding onto his hand, watching him die. Kili shudders violently and sits up, finally opening his eyes.]
...Fili...?
Location: Infirmary
Characters: Kili and whoever would like to pop in and visit
Summary: Kili's waking up from dying during the party
Warnings: talk of death, angst
[It feels like breaking the surface after being under water too long. Kili's lungs burn and he gasps for breath, chokes, rolls onto his side and struggles for air. There's voices around him but he can't quite make anything out. It's all he can do just to breathe, panting and twitching slightly where he lays.
His fingers curl, feeling the soft fabric of bedsheets. He holds to them and his eyes stay closed as he tries to make sense of what's happened and where exactly he is. There's a distinct lack of warmth on either side of him, so he can't be in bed with Fili, and that's the only place he can think that he might be, after such an awful nightmare...
Snatches of it come back slowly, the agonizing pain, Celebrian singing, blood and broken bones and crushed lungs, Fili's horror-stricken face...
It feels so real. More real than any of the nightmares he's ever had before. He's still shaking and breathing hard, feeling weak as a lamb and scared. He'd been dying, and he can't shake the image of Fili holding onto his hand, watching him die. Kili shudders violently and sits up, finally opening his eyes.]
...Fili...?

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