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[OPEN] Wait, let me set the record straight: I was never really yours in the first place.
Date & Time: January 9 and onward
Location: in and about town
Characters: Jesse & OPEN to anyone
Summary: A chance for an everyday encounter with Jesse. Put the date in your subject line!
Warnings: Breaking Bad spoilers are likely.
Location: in and about town
Characters: Jesse & OPEN to anyone
Summary: A chance for an everyday encounter with Jesse. Put the date in your subject line!
Warnings: Breaking Bad spoilers are likely.
[Jesse might be the only one who finds Exsilium's current state beautiful rather than desolate and depressing. For more reasons than one, if given the choice between here and home, he'd choose here without hesitation. The snow and the chill do nothing to deter him from taking long walks. For as long as he can physically stand it, he prefers the cold over being confined inside four walls.
So he walks. Every day, without any particular destination, without anything else to occupy him. The concerns of the Initiative and the Transports are no longer his own. Whatever they're up to, they mean little to him. He's still got enough stolen Russian gold to pay for whatever he needs without having to work, so that's how he's choosing to live for as long as he's able. His time is spent doing whatever he wants to do, and at the moment, what he wants to do is wander.
Freedom: that's what this is about. No one is ever going to make him do anything ever again.]
1/9 ofc
But as she's walking up towards an area she hadn't frequented in a while, she stops short on the path and can't help but stare at the figure walking towards her. She hadn't seen Jesse since he gave her magic back - which was a long time, but it had been over a year for her. And she'd had quite a long time to think about what had happened, what she had been told, and so on.
And yet she still wasn't sure how to proceed. Which is why she continues stands there, much like a deer in the headlights, without a clue as to what to say]
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So after a moment, she decides to be the one to break the silence. Cautiously]
Hello.
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...Hey.
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Mm. It has been a while, yes?
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January 11
Mostly.
Does staring at Jesse's contact information and wanting to scream and scream at the kid over voicemail count? What about searching every crowd he's been in for that familiar scruffy face? Or listening in on every conversation, or watching the network like a hawk for any sign that Jesse really is back — does that count as keeping his distance?
He doesn't think Stephanie would fuck with him and tell him Jesse's back — and alive — if he weren't, but Saul's always been the type to want to see things before believing them.
Except now that he's finally seeing what he's been waiting to see, he has no idea what to do. Saul's standing far enough away — just outside the doors of the building housing the Transport pad — that Jesse might not notice him at first, and he's not sure if he prefers it that way or not. Maybe Jesse won't notice him at all. Maybe they can just go their separate ways and be done with whatever it was they had before. That's obviously what Jesse wants, right?
It's that thought that twists his features around, expression shifting from its usual practiced neutrality to one edging toward fury. And for someone who just narrowly escaped death, it wouldn't be a stretch to interpret that look as a little bit murderous.]
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Because when Jesse looks over and sets his eyes on Saul, he sees red.
Rather than turn around and stalk off, Jesse quickens his stride, diverting from his path to head straight for Saul. He doesn't have his gun, which is lucky for both of them. Instead, he throws his arms out, inviting Saul to just come at him.]
What? What? Bring it, you son of a bitch.
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...but that's quickly clouded over by his desire to accept that invitation, gloved hands going straight for the collar of Jesse's jacket. Since he can't decide whether he wants to push him or punch him in the face or try wringing his stupid little neck again or just yell, he settles instead on giving him a hard shake and asking the question that's been on his mind for weeks:] How could you?
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Aw, you're pissed I tried to check out early? What is it - you had bigger plans for me?
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But still, some part of her is tense and prepared, fully aware of the fact that the dangers here do not only lie in what this Earth provides; there is still the matter of the Transports. And some of them ... some of them are dangerous.
When she hears Jesse's footsteps behind her, she turns, hand automatically moving to draw an arrow, but she pauses when she sees him. He's harmless, or at least as harmless as she can guess. Her hand lowers and she loosens her grip on her bow.]
Well, at least you're not a yeti.
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Totally - Totally not a yeti.
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I think I know you.
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Um... Jesse Pinkman.
[The one and only. Probably a lot shorter and skinnier than his gravelly voice and rough cadence would suggest. A little guy for such a feared supervillain.]
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jan 10
But despite the hows or whys, it's not like she has anything better to do.]
Mr.Pinkman.
[She's standing not too far away from Jesse on a little wall surrounding one of the local taverns - if he gets the feeling she wasn't there a minute ago, he'd probably be right.
Despite the climate, still barefoot, and doesn't seem to mind.]
I see you've returned.
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He turns around without a word, walking off in the other direction.]
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Unfortunately for him, "nothing better to do" still stands, so she hops off of the wall and starts following.]
Are you always so friendly?
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[Being something he invented in his head and all.]
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1/12ish
And she calls out - ]
Hey.
[Because she hates him. Doesn't matter what Ashraf told her about him looking wretched; she hates him still, and fears him still. But she also wants the truth more than anything else, the truth she was made to help cover up. And if there's anyone who can give it to her, it's him.]
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So...]
H-Hey.
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Instead:]
So was it a murder?
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[Give him a second to catch up, Sonya.]
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1/12 because clearly he needs to appear after saul
And besides Jesse eases that aggressive feeling of loss he's had since he realized Baelfire is dead.
He's on one of his own walks when he notices Jesse and that's enough to get him to approach.] Well, well, and here I thought you'd left us.
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So when Mr. Gold speaks, Jesse's eyes are wide with surprise as he looks up.]
Oh! I... Y-Yeah. I mean, I did. Kind of.
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[There's an underlying question in that- why didn't you tell me? It's not that Gold really expects anything from Jesse- after all, whatever version of him he knew wasn't him, exactly, and that's bound to be uncomfortable, but there's always going to be a part of him that expects to be the first to know about anything that might be relevant to him.]
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Um... A few days ago. Sorry. I wasn't... I was in bad shape.
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Who has two thumbs and loses notifs an obscene amount THIS GIRL. jfc i am so sorry.